Heartbroken!!

My husband left yesterday. We just couldn’t get along anymore. Arguing all the time insulting each other. But when things were great he was just the sweetest guy. His drinking was always an issue. I just got home and the place feels empty I’m so fucking heartbroken but I know it’s for the best. I started crying as soon as I walked into my room and saw all his things were gone. I just wish it would of have worked out. When will I stop hurting! I wanna stay positive but it’s so hard! Has anyone been through a divorce before I’m only 25 and thought I would be married to this guy for the rest of my life I know it’s not all his fault because my temper and my ego were a huge part of it too!

*oh and to top it top I’m new to this city so I don’t have any friends or know anyone besides my parents. I’m sure he went back to the city were we used to live which is 3.5 hours away.