I just wanna cry

Knowing I been trying for 16 months now is killing me ! It's like everyone around me is getting pregnant and not me ! Like why does it have to be me ! I just wanna give up ! Just knowing my auntie just told me she's pregnant kills me even more ... it's never gonna be my time! Ttc is so hard and for the mothers out there that has the blessings and dont even take care of their children please do becuz there's us out her trying and trying g so hard to have our blessing and it hasn't happen yet :(