Emotional ass hell

So yesterday i tested and got a very faint line same result n the morning so i decide to test again on first respone pink dye and faint line so its not a squinter and i show my SO and he didnt have really nothing to say he said its negative amd i just cried and the he said what am i suppose to say and be excited for what we lost all our other babies so i cant be excited and it just broke my heart i dont have hopes either but idk just qamted to vent a little

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