So I don’t know how to begin this.

We have been married for about three months.

He was perfect.

Dressed amazing.

Hair amazing.

Smelled so wonderful all the time.

Always well kept.

He helped me be a better me. He was my Kanye and I was Kim.

He helped me with my hair and clothes.

I was so happy and so was he.

So I’m devastated.

Last night I came home from work and there were about 6 cars in my drive way. I was like...okay he was having a guys night.

I wasn’t wrong. I walked in and there he was...with the guys. Only he was hanging facing down in a swing and chaps on. He was circled by like 10 guys. I walk in and it’s like a deer in head lights and I can see exactly what his colon looks like.

I am so distraught that I just started throwing shit. I broke my TV, a window and my dogs ashes broke.

I don’t know what to do. He left me messages saying we can work around it and I can even join. I need advice....like should i? Or should I cut my ties?