So I'm about ready to pop here! I'm in my 38th week...as of right now I'm feeling mixed about having a baby...I'm just kind of looking forward to getting my pre baby bod back (which won't be hard for me), and getting back to not being pregnant haha! I'm also feeling bittersweet about not being pregnant anymore wondering if I really embraced the whole experience.

Up until my 21week ultrasound where I got an awesome pic of my baby, I really didn't feel pregnant as I've really had next to no symptoms this whole thing.

After seeing the pic and finding out the gender (a boy which I was hoping for), I really felt excited and connected to the pregnancy.

Now though, maybe with just the reality coming so soon, and wondering how certain aspects of my life are going to be, I don't know if I'll feel that "omg moment" when I have the baby...it's hard to say! I just feel like it's been so long now since I've seen the baby...I really have nothing tangible to connect to. I don't feel that "connection" or "love" yet.

I'm wondering if any of you haven't felt particularly connected to your pregnancy and yet still felt connected to your baby when you had it.