The cold hearted ugly truth of it all.

As long as I give him myself without expectations I will only get the minimum

There are other women he can chose from

He won’t choose me unless I was the last person on earth

I give my all and accept his minimum

He deprives me of everything so I don’t feel commitment from him.

He gets what he wants and I get nothing meanwhile accepting it

I keep taking him back as he takes advantage of that with minimum expectations

I beg for more and he leaves me every time.

Once I give up my expectations he comes back.

I keep giving in.

He is gone now and again I want to give in only so I’m not alone but again I will only get minimum efforts if I do let him back

All I’m asking for is more sex and intimacy

He told me he can’t because he thinks I’ll think we are committing

Again I’m asking for too much

He won’t have sex with me he won’t call me beautiful he won’t take me on dates he won’t do anything that involves commitment or a slight thought Of commitment. But he wants to sleep in my bed every night with no sex.

Lady’s I am beautiful! If you seen me you’d be shocked. Why doesn’t he want to commit ? I don’t know but the cold hearted ugly truth of it all. He’s just not into me!