The Baby craving

So Lady’s I am a few months away from being 21 and I can not remember a time were a baby Fever has been at a all time high like as it is at this point. I wanna say I’m so torn between traveling going to school and having a baby . I really find it hard to decide what is the best path to take for me I just don’t like uncertainty of not knowing . You can say I’m a control freak. But I honestly just keep thinking that something will happen like having a baby that will cause me to get my shit together. Not that I’m not together at this point but I’m saying the next chapter in my life . I just wanna know other young lady’s opinion on struggling with this topic.