Tired and frustrated

Rant warning ⚠️ I’m dealing with insomnia and using the time to read up on new pregnancy facts that I didn’t know 4-6 years back in previous pregnancies. Like the fact that I have to stop using my very expensive nightly face cream that I just started using! The fear of birth defects from retinol is scary enough that I’m fine with stopping and happy to learn this early after only 3 uses. Just wish I had known sooner to avoid all costs and frustrated that I’m trying so hard to kick off this pregnancy safe and healthy, meanwhile learning what else I’m doing wrong...