So I feel like crap, but also like a Goddess. Not, because I feel gorgeous, or super energized, but, because I am growing a human being! A person that will have thoughts, feelings and opinions. An individual that will hopefully grow to be a benefit to this world as long as I raise her right and it's just mind blowing to me. I look at my little boy who is 7 and he is so funny and energetic. He is kind and very empathetic and so smart in many ways and I just cant believe that I am capable of this. My body is capable of this beautiful and amazing thing. I feel so blessed and privileged. I thank God everyday for this miracle. Everyday I am blessed.