Post Ectopic Depression

Hey ladies,

So a few months back I got pregnant with my first baby after trying for years. Soon after I began to have complications and found out the baby was ectopic. It was literally the most devestating and hardest experience I have ever gone through and it still gets to me everyday. I feel like I can't be happy when I see pregnant ladies or pregnancy announcments or things of the sort. Thinking of my baby I lost brings me to tears.. anyone have advice on how to cope?