I really need to vent about my mom. Ever since my daughter was born (she's 5 months now), she's been a lot more controlling and in my face. She tells me how to take care of my daughter, which is so infuriating sometimes. And sometimes she's just plain mean and negative. I always end up talking back to her because I feel like I need to defend myself. Sometimes I stay quiet because I don't want to add flame to the fire, but seriously that never works because she just keeps picking at and berating me, and never stops until I say something (which I usually end up raising my voice because I get so angry).

She's always critizing what I do. Nothing I ever do is good enough. Everything has to be done her way. Growing up she always blamed me for things that were out of my control. I was a child for freaks sake...And sure ever since i've been a teenager I talk back to her and get angry sometimes, and I know I can be a pain too, but gosh to her I will always be the only ugly monster in this family. She is never to blame, she's always the victim. And I will always be the awful person...I have and always will love her, but I legitamitely hate her now too. I really feel this disdain and hate towards her.

I'm a single mom now, and pretty stuck with her, but maybe I can find a way to get out of here. I hate her so much now.

I have made a promise to my daughter that I will never treat her the way my mom has treated me. I will always love and support my daughter, even when I don't agree with her.

Anywho, thanks to anyone who actually read this 😅