Feeling lost

It has been confirmed, I already have GD at 5w4d. I feel so discouraged by this. I was really hoping this pregnancy would be easier than my last. That this time I would have a better idea what to expect and would not live the entire pregnancy in fear. Here I am again. Anxiety through the roof and no idea how to navigate a pregnancy with hypothyroidism and GD. I just feel like I am holding my breath waiting for the next round of bad news. I was told to stay off google but I had already looked at the possible effects of this on my baby. The easy pregnancy I had dreamed is out the window. Now I just pray for a healthy baby. I go in this Thursday for a class on how to test and diet. My first Doctor’s appointment isn’t until 2/25. I have a million questions and worry about the viability of this baby. Do you think this will get me placed in a high risk category? I just wish I had someone to talk to I guess.