I can’t help but feel so alone in 2014 I had an abortion which left me with major complications, and after trying to conceive for 3+ years, I have had 2 mc I’m currently sat on my bathroom floor broken while I pass my baby, knowing that the one mistake I made in 2014 I will have to pay for the rest of my life... doctors won’t help me, my mother in law wants grandchildren so bad I just feel like I’m not right for my bf that I’m just pulling him down all the time ...

I feel so alone don’t know what to do anymore 😭