My friend passed away a few days ago from a drug overdose. We have been friends for 10 years. My brother's girlfriend was the one who told me then it was confirmed by the news. My fiance was there when my brother's gf told me. He asked who he was. And I said a friend. I have been very upset about my friends passing ( I mean who wouldn't be). But I've been good at hiding it from my fiance. I don't show sadness in front of him nor cry. But believe me any chance I get alone I break down, because well I'm hurt and depressed. Today's the day of my friends funeral. I didn't go. But my fiance was acting mean all morning and I didn't understand why. He finally told me. His words " You're being disrespectful to me by being upset over a dead ex boyfriend" "You should be well over him and have no reason to be upset. You went to go to his grave. You want to sit around and cry"You can cry all you want but I'm not sitting around for it". He says ex bc we dated for a few days when I was 10!! Remind you I haven't even cried or anything in front of him. I don't know if maybe I am being disrespectful to him for being upset or is he just not understanding and being a douche.