Help me out

I started smoking pot 4-5 months ago for my depression I don’t have insurance and can’t get meds . Plus all around I believe marijuana is better for you and the effects work best for me . With that said ...I just found out I’m 4 weeks pregnant 😁😁

I quit smoking immediately . But I still can’t get insurance or seen for another 1-2 months and my depression is bad enough I don’t think I can be without something .

I’ve done my research and it appears cannabis isn’t all that bad during pregnancy ? My biggest fear hear is if I smoke a little when I go in am I gonna test positive and have CPS at my door ?

Before the pregnancy I would smoke every evening for depression just using a one hitter not getting super stoned just enough to take the edge off . I can back down from everyday I think. But super worried for my mental health going 1-2 months without .

Any advice or thoughts for me