*Vent post*

I hit a tipping point a few days ago in my relationship, and hit it again tonight.

A few days ago, I went to my boyfriend's house, and his family was moving around rooms in their house, I helped with the last remaining pieces left over, and went to town with my boyfriend to get his parents a few things. The next day, I found out that a box of his moms stuff was missing, and anyone who wasn't family when things were being moved were not gonna be allowed back up at the house, and this box was amongst the first of the boxes to be moved around. My boyfriend hasn't said anything, but I feel like his family is gonna put the blame on me, just how he answers my questions. Now, everytime I ask him how the search goes for the missing stuff, I get the same answer, not found yet. Even though he knows that I had nothing to do with any off the stuff going missing.

My other tipping point, is my constant question of where I fit in in his life. He is always helping his family, his to-do list could be a mile long, and his family will tack on even more, even with his work schedule. Some days, trying to spend time with him, feels like a chore. Tonight, I brought up, me and him, taking a couple of days to ourselves and having some time away, and his first response was making sure his dad didn't hve anything for him to do. Yet, I didn't being up when, I brought up taking a couple of days to ourselves, me and him, as an idea, a "Hey how does something like this sound?" idea.

I love him, I really do, and he tells me all the time that he loves me as well, but some days, I wonder...