I’m 19 and this is my second semester in college. My first semester i failed 2 out of 3 classes 🤦🏻‍♀️ I changed my major and I’m trying to get into my schools sonography program. I’m enrolled in 4 classes and I feel way too much pressure. I have always hated school but I always felt pressured to go to college by my parents. Out of 3 kids i’m the golden child. Anyways. I don’t feel like school is right for me, and after this semester if i even get into the program, I have 2 more years left of school!! I have honestly lost all interest in this career and having an ultrasound during my miscarriage just completely ruined it for me, i cant have a career that reminds me of the most traumatic time in my life. I’ve been looking into being a real estate agent which only requires studying for the job. I am really interested in it because i LOVE looking at houses online i could spend hours and hours just looking at houses and i think it would be so cool to be able to help people find their dream homes and being able to see different types of homes. I already paid for my semester which was $1000, and it’s too late to get a refund if i withdraw. I really don’t know if I can make it through another semester learning stuff i have no interest in and constantly wanting to be somewhere else and actually progressing in a career i want.

Should i talk to my parents about it and see if they’ll let me withdraw? or should i just stick it through till the end of the semester and see if i come back around to sonography? I just feel so lost and my boyfriend is very supportive of me doing what i want but i wish he would actually tell me what’s the right thing to do instead of just siding with what i want 😂

Someone please give me advice 🙏🏻😔