Not meant to be again

Jessica 🙏🏼🙏🏼 for our 🌈🌈 due 10/6/19

Was told I was about 5 weeks last week and yesterday I started spotting. Went to my OB today and had a ultrasound but did not see a fetal pole. She thought maybe I was even earlier than they thought maybe 4 weeks and started blood testing to measure my HCG levels. Came home from my apt with bright red bleeding and clots. Super sad. I thought I had a rainbow this time around but looks like a 2nd miscarriage for me. I guess I will wait till thurs for my blood results to come in but at this point not looking to be hopeful. Anyone else experienced this...any rays of hope in this. Ughhh.