I don’t know if I’m feeling phantom kicks or if they’re the real deal and I’m further along than we thought.

I know many women experience bleeding in the first trimester due to various different reasons so I never tested until the end of January. Because all of November and December I was spotting or bleeding on and off which isn’t unusual for me and I take my pill like clockwork. But somehow I still got pregnant. Now I don’t have an appointment until February 21st to find out.

I’m starting to feel concerned I might be much further than expected and I haven’t been taking proper care of myself the way I normally would while pregnant.

I’m so anxious to find out if this is phantom movement or the real deal