My emotions are all over the place

RS • Baby girl born August 2019👶🏻 💕 Baby #2 Oct 2021 ✨

I’m towards the end of my first trimester and thought I was having a good day but it only takes one person and one second to ruin a moment...my mom pissed me off and made me feel like shit and then my husband comes home from work obviously notices I’m upset and in tears and gets mad because I didn’t have a smile on my face when he got home from a Lon day at work...like everyone expects me to drop my emotions for them and just do what makes them happy but no one ever bothers to step back and ask me how I’m doing! Like for fucks sake I’m growing a human inside me and can’t control everything! Then my neighbor is pissed because my husband parked his car in our parking spot a little crooked and supposedly he couldn’t properly park his car and bitched at me for it! Omg I went off like a psycho he definitely didn’t expect that reaction! (Especially since I am always so nice and let everything go, but not tonight) Everyone’s bitching about everything wrong that I seem to be doing and I’m not allowed to bitch about my problems! The only thing I’m worried about is all this crying and feeling upset is affecting my baby and that’s one thing I am hoping to god isn’t happening! Ughhh I’m so sorry for ranting but I am so fed up at the moment! I don’t have social media and I don’t feel like calling anyone to vent to and I feel like the women on here are so supportive and I hope I’m not the only person that goes through these emotions! Again I’m just hoping my little one is ok in there 🤞🏻😢😢