Rage!

I am SO angry! I have tried for 3 1/2 years to conceive. We are both fine, a little irregular periods but corrected with medication. Anyways. My cousin just found out she’s pregnant. (Has never wanted kids) and my best friend is pregnant as well. I knew she was... but I just seen that their “best bump friends” and posted a picture of their bumps and have been hanging out for days! How can I stop how angry I am? I’ve prayed for years for a baby. YEARS. I’ve been so angry the last few days. I just can’t y’all. 😢