Feeling sorry for myself 😭

I'm from the south coast and yesterday my husband went to Scotland for work where he will stay til September, not ideal when we have a nearly 2 year old and a 4 month old. Anyway that's not the point. I woke up this morning throwing my guts up 😭😭 why today?! Why now?! 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ I feel like crap and could really do with not having the kids to run behind! Ergh I want to go back to bed 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️