FURIOUS!! I give up

Honestly guys in trying to conceive for the past 4 years! Every single pregnancy test i have done has always been negative.

I have been late for my period many times however this time i am 19 days late! Took a test a couple of days ago and guess what? BFN AGAIN!

So i decided its time to make a visit to the doctors thinking they will give me a blood test or check if anything is wrong with me. But my doctor just told me ‘wait another 2 weeks and test again if not come back’ erm excuse me hun i am nearly 3 weeks late for my period and your telling me wait longer? Are you serious!?

All i wanted is a BFP. I just wanted to see a rainbow thats all. Im not asking for a lot i just want a baby 😭 so many people i know who is pregnant literally i always get a news ‘ oh she is pregnant...’ yes i am happy for them but whenever i hear that i hurts me a little inside not because I’m jealous of people who are pregnant just hurting because I’m thinking when will it be my turn.

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