I want to breast feed till my baby is done with it. So past two years old mainly as a cuddle time at bed time but every time I mention it to my nosy grandmother she tells me how unsanitary and dysfunctional it is. I know it's not normal but it would be my normal. It's not like shes going to walk up to me at WEM and say mom I want booby. Like grrrr why do I always have to be criticized for doing things. I got pregnant at 17 I didn't want her judgment influencing my decision so I neglected to tell her I was pregnant till I was 7.5months pregnant then my amazing dad told her that my water broke and the hospital I'd be delivering at she walked into the freaking surgical room and held my had she didn't understand she needed scrubs not to mention she wasn't invited to my birth by me. My mom was supposed to hold my hand and the dr was supposed to leave the placenta attached because I wanted my birth done a specific way. I had a hard pregnancy and a less than satisfactory birth and I struggled with ppd everyone was expressing how they were shocked I was allowed to be a mom because I'm young.... I'm 18. Everyone expressed how they feel nursing is inappropriate due to my age. Why do I have to live with criticism and judgment.