Can’t tell...

So this is my second baby and with my first I convinced myself I was having a girl but when I went to the anatomy appointment I knew it was a boy. Now that I’m 12 weeks pregnant with baby number 2, I don’t have a gut feeling of either one. I can’t “tell” what I’m having but either way I couldn’t care, all I want is a healthy baby. Is it weird for me to feel neutral and not really know?