Karma and Murphy working against me.

Y'all I seriously don't know what I've done to deserve the hardships placed in my life over the last year+

I posted a few days ago about the shitty string of events that have lead to constant stress and how it's multiplied my already fucked up anxiety and depression. Then being due this week (yesterday) we've had a major snow storm and only have one car (fiancés little sports car my Subarus transmission blew up 300 miles after I got the thing and had/ have no money to fix or replace it) this little sports car is not made for the 10 inches of snow we just got, then temps have been -6-0 we only have a space heater to heat our little studio house and even with it going on high 24:7 it's not warm enough in here to have the baby here should he come in the next day or two. We're expecting 4-6+ more inches of snow starting tonight and live on a big hill, my fiancé has been having to park at the bottom of and make the 5 min walk up to the house, so if I go into labor I have to walk down there to get to the car (OR If baby comes while it's snowing I will HAVE to call an ambulance) then we some how get the luck last night , my nieghbor/ landlord s friend HIT OUR ONLY CAR LAST NIGHT AND NOW THE CAR ISNT EVEN SAFE TO BEING THE BABY HOME IN !!!! Passengers side door won't stay closed unless locked there's a terrible draft that lets all the heat out (AGAIN ITS FUCKING ZERO DEGREES OUT HERE )

She WANTS to help pay for it but "has no money right now" and of course neither do we or we would have fixed MY car. And neither of us have insurance because we couldn't afford it. (Basic liability for us with just my fiancé as the driver of the one car lowest we have found is $220/m no way we can afford it )So we have to find someone ????? With an all wheel/ 4 wheel drive vehicle WITH HEAT to be able to bring us home from the hospital and get the baby and I up the hill to the house. But we don't have any family with a vehicle like that near by. We don't really have "friends" we can call on.

I'm so overwhelmed. I'm so stressed out. I don't know what to do or where to start. We literally have no money to get a new door. My fiancé was barely able to drive the thing to work today. Top it off if this baby comes before Valentine's Day (again I'm already a Day over dure ) he will have to take time off work to be home with me and now more than ever we cannot afford THAT.

Life has had it out for us this last year. I spend so much time crying everyday. I just ant take this stress.

I'm sorry for ranting i really needed to vent, maybe someone out there has a small solution for even one of our problems. God knows I have no fucking clue.