Sunday, Feb. 3, 2019 I miscarried at 14 weeks. I am just now able to talk about it. I feel so empty & sad, it was the worst experience in my life. This makes my second miscarriage. I feel like what is there I could I have done differently. They said it's beyond my control, but I feel so at fault. I have a loving man that is beside me that I have been pushing off, I cry all day, the pain both physically and emotionally is so draining. I birthed this tiny human that we were so excited about. I thought things would had been different this time. I was 14 weeks, last time it was 6 weeks. I thought it was going to be a healthy pregnancy. I sit in my head all day and replay everything that took place from that day. I know it will get better, but I just needed to share my thoughts. I had to escape from being silent.

My Sweet Baby, I Will Forever Carry You In My Heart ❤️