**UPDATE** Bfp. Baby #4. Afraid to announce.

**UPDATE** Well I peeped and I got better reactions than I had expected! It's some great light in our dark right now. Here's to a healthy pregnancy! Oh and i was even showered with these to help me out 😍 and here is the lovely BFP!!!

Hello everyone.

Well I'm pregnant again after just having my 3rd baby in March of 2018 🙃 why I was blessed to be the fertile mertile of the family who knows! 😂 I'm afraid to announce to my family for fear of judgment because hello, baby #4 and my oldest is 4 🤦🏽‍♀️ call me irresponsible but sadly nothing I've tried works. Condoms break, birth control fails, IUD had to be removed within 3 days due to embedding, LIST GOES ON. However! My father recently passed away on the 4th of Feb., and it has been a tough road towards healing for all of us. I feel like it would be uplifting but still stressful. I'm conflicted. Anyways I'm here to announce it and let it off my chest because I cant anywhere else 😔 thanks for listening.