What would you do in my place?

I've been sleep with someone I call MR. (Ddlg) but the thing is I said some very bad stuff to him like;" if you want looks for someone else". I said it partially almost being on my period and because we usually have sex 2 times at least in a day but suddenly he just been wanting 1 time. Then the last time we tried 2 times but at the 2nd time he said he couldn't got off of me and that's when I told him those words. I havent talked to him and I'm a jumper. I head to depression really easily but that's why I jump to other guys. I've been seeing another person after my Mr. Hasnt talked to me and well he didnt even respond to the sorry I had said. Maybe it's time for me to move on but I also see that maybe he didnt sleep with anyone else and I F*Up... I know this pole wont really help but I would like to see opinions/comfort/ scolding. If I'm doing something wrong maybe someone other then me can see it as well. I have been his little for about a yr and a few months... i have always been this insecure but I've never left the way i did that day.