Someone give me hope😪😔

I left my toxic relationship and this man did not care his last words were that he stopped loving me months ago and wished me all the happiness I deserved and no he did not mean this in the sweetest way.. why am I feeling like shit?😪😪 I feel like I LOST HIM when he was the one that cheated and basically went straight after another girl.. all I ever prayed for was happiness 😪😪