Having a hard time liking my body....

So I’ve had two children, both have made me gain a hell of a lot of weight... and I’ve been struggling with my confidence, well my husband went and got me some bra and underwear sets, I put one on and took some pictures for him while he was at work ... he didn’t respond or say anything about them when he got home .. and that was three days ago ....

Its really taken a toll on me I guess you could say...

I’ve taken my face out but the more I look at them the more I over think about why he never said anything about them.

UPDATE!

Thank you ladies for the sweet comments, I really appreciate all of them, I finally sat down with my husband and we discussed how I’ve been feeling unwanted and that I don’t feel very pretty anymore and I could tell it broke his heart to hear how he’s been making feel, which it’s completely unintentional, my husband is just very dense when it comes to stuff like this. But we’ve gone on a date since then (completely planned by him) and even had special alone time and ever since he’s told me how beautiful I am and how he’s so appreciative of me and how well I handle being a full time mommy and wife and always make sure everyone is happy and taken care of and that he loves the fact he gets to spend the rest of his life with me.