I want a baby 😩

I’m finally in a happy and healthy relationship with someone who loves me and makes me feel secure. Lately I can’t stop thinking about having a baby, I look at myself sideways in the mirror and imagine having a baby bump. I’m in my early 20s, so it wouldn’t be crazy if I did have a baby. I always use protection with my boyfriend and would never intentionally sabotage it, but deep down I hope that it would fail somehow.

I know the timing wouldn’t be perfect but I can’t stop thinking about it!! How do you guys deal with baby fever??