Feral cat 🤦🏻‍♀️

I need help.. I don’t know what to do about my kitten. She is roughly 9 months old. I got her when she was around 5 weeks, super young. But she was outside of a restaurant hiding under a shed so I figured being with me was better than her being wild.

But oh. My. God. I don’t know what to do anymore. She is HORRIBLE!!!!! I cannot have her sleep with me, she destroys everything when she’s loose in the house, try to pick her up and she will bite and claw the crap out of you. I don’t know what to do at this point.

I’m not a huge cat person and I’ve never had an indoor cat so I’m at a loss here. I’m really tempted to take her to a shelter who has the knowledge and resources to help her but I just don’t have the time to spend every moment of the day with her, working with her. She’s so cute and this breaks my heart. But I don’t know what to do. ☹️