I am broken...

My partner and I have been trying to have a baby since June 2017. I had a miscarriage in July 2018. I finally fell pregnant again in January. I asked for bloodwork because I am a nervous nelly

... which has told my Dr that I have low hgc level. I have cried a lot knowing I have to wait until tomorrow to find out what i already know. I have lost this baby too. My husband doesnt understand. He just thinks it is no big deal. But after almost 2 years I thought we would be thinking about baby number 2 not looking at failure number 2. I am heart broken. I hope the dr's test is wrong and this pregnancy is viable. But I feel so hopeless and alone.