First trimester kicking butt 😩

Hi Ladies! I’m 8 weeks. This is my first baby (rainbow baby, had a miscarriage in October). Is the first trimester kicking anyone else’s butt?! I feel like everyone I currently know has no sickness, whatsoever. I even know a girl with twins who said she has experienced no sickness. Listen, every symptom there is to have, I have it. I work for the federal government and I haven’t been back to work since we opened back up. From full day nausea (unable to even eat), acid reflux, vomiting (some times dry heaving because I can’t stomach much), insomnia, super annoyed by smells (babe literally had to eat dinner in his car every night before he left to head overseas), hungry but no appetite (mind you I was a foodie so this is horrid), subchorionic bleeding, etc. The doctor put me on rectal suppositories for nausea which I realized I was allergic to. They’ve prescribed me another on to take orally but I can’t even get out of the bed to go get it. When does a little normalcy begin? Haha! Laughing but crying at the same time.