Lost 2 pounds but getting bigger?

My first pregnancy by 12 weeks I gained like 20 pounds I was really sick but they couldn’t figure out why. Whole pregnancy I ended up gained 110 pounds. 😭😂. But this time around I was 162 for like EVER than I have this bump growing and I weigh 158-155 constantly. But I am getting bigger. What gives y’all? The doctors say it’s because I am sick so much. But I haven’t really thrown up much since like weeek 11. I had a girl the first time and got induced at 33 weeks 4 days because of SEVER preeclampsia that my first drs office missed. I got transferred by ambulance to a AMAZING hospital because my blood pressure was so bad they thought I or the baby was in serious risk. I am so scared of that happening again. But nothing’s the same I am loosing my mind. PREGO brain is real. I needed to vent about my fears and get it out there but also so curious what y’all think?