I miss sleeping next to my husband!

We had our baby on 2/4.. and the first night home, she choked and turned blue. Scariest moment of my life!

Since then, she’s been sleeping in her rock and play next to the couch, and I’ve been sleeping on the couch.

I miss sleeping in the bed with/next to my husband.. but I feel like our bed is too tall and I wouldn’t hear our daughter (even if she’s next to the bed) if something happened... 😭😭😭

When did everyone’s anxiety go away? I was never like this with my 3 boys.