Broke up with me a week before our 6 year anniversary

* and valentines. It was HARD the first few days but you know what? I gave this man many chances after all those years he did harm to me. Cheating, lies and abuse.

He broke up with me last week Wednesday because he was already seeing someone else and fell in love with her. He then hung out with her on Saturday. We have a son together and I told him if he wanted tomorrow off ( Valentine’s Day) to spend it with his girl, go right ahead.

He promised me he would never speak to this specific girl and at the end I felt like I lost him but instead he lost me and his family. I’m going out tomorrow for drinks with a couple friends and cousins.

I believe in God and I know he’s listening to me because I have NOT shed a tear the past few days. Maybe I’m used to this pain? But all I know is that I deserve better and if he’s happy than Good for him. I know one day God will bless me with my family and happiness that I’ve always wanted 😔