Sorry

I want to kill myself at school I am supposed to eat inter staff room and nobody really watches me so I snuck out some food from my lunch box and put in it the girls bathroom bin and they found it and I was called to the principals office then we started talking and I cried she told me I should be on anti depressants bc she once had an ED and apparently knows how I feel and then I still had to eat what I chucked out and cried some more and called my mum and the hospital