My boyfriend used to be really good at picking up on my hints that I was in little space and he'd read to me and let me just be little. He'd call me princess and baby girl etc. He'd color with me and give me rules. Now he stopped doing all of that. (minus coloring) but it's been so long since he has that its been hard to get into little space (plus other things going on but this doesn't help) and so I haven't been in little space in a long ass time. Today I go and see some dude I was friends with in schools Facebook and its all ddlg and I got super jealous. Like why can't that be me and my boyfriend? I've told him multiple times I miss it. And he says he'll work on it and he doesn't. And like today I even straight up told him about finding this guy's Facebook and seeing that and he just goes in sorry and gave me puppy dog eyes and I just sighed and was like whatever. It's valentines day and I'm trying really hard not to start a fight because he did get me a stuffy and chocolate. But it wasn't like he got me the stuffy for little space it was 'everyone gets a Teddy bear and chocolate for vday' type thing. So idk. I'm just meh 😣