Lied then told me to get abortion

He wanted me pregnant for so long, I didn’t want kids so soon at first but after months later I felt ready and he made me feel comfortable with having children.. so we tried for months to get pregnant and then once I got pregnant he told me get an abortion. I was in shock, All this made me feel like everything was a lie.

He told me he wants kids with me in the future but not right now.... but then why did you lie and make me comfortable with the idea of having children, and then once I am you say “ get an abortion” . This all hurt me so badly. But to him it wasn’t a big deal.

I had the abortion 2 weeks ago today and now I’m grieving and going through a time of sadness. He keeps texting me but I’ve been ignoring him... I just need space and after everything he’s put me through I just don’t want to talk to him. Is it wrong for me to be cutting him off like this? I get that he wants me and wants to have children in the future, but what he did really fucked with my head really bad.

I don’t know what I should do about our relationship at this point.