Losing Hope

Started my period. Again. 37th cycle. Each time I feel myself being crushed smaller and smaller. I just feel like giving up but I know in the back of my mind I will always still be trying. I feel so helpless. I want to bring another life into this world so badly. I was blessed with an amazing daughter 5 years ago. She is the light of my life. It took us a little over a year with her. We started trying for number 2 when she was 2 and a half. Now, here we are, 3 years later. My husband and I have unexplained secondary infertility. I just want to cry. I don’t understand why it is so hard for some and so easy for others. Losing hope. 😔