Any advice

I need to get some stuff out. I'm 14 and over the summer I was molested. Nobody knew and I just carried on with my life. Today my mom called me (she's out of town) and asked me if I had been molested by anyone. It took my by surprise and I said why? She told me that it's just something she hasn't asked me in awhile. (She asks me every year) I told her over the summer and she said ok. I told her I would talk about it when she got home. I was 13 when it happened and I tired 14 after. I don't think I want to talk to her about it but I also think I might and that it would help her to understand a lot of my behavior. I need some advice but want to stay anonymous, if you want to DM me just comment and we can talk privately.