Why is life so unfair

I’m a 22 year old college junior. I have no close friends here. Yes I go to events, yes I talk to people yes I have acquaintances and a few “friends” here but none to go out with. My school goes have any club but they have Greek life. I tired to be apart of that but I didn’t get picked so I can’t be apart of it. There are days (Most of the days) where I cry wondering what it would be like to have friends to hangout with too go to parties with. I go to events alone most the of the time. Sometimes I ask the friends I do have but they either don’t do stuff like that or too busy. I get on social media and see all the others my ages are having but why can’t I have that fun....going out by myself isn’t fun anymore. I pray and pray and ask God Why and beg him to help me somehow make friends but it isn’t working!!!! Life is so unfair you can try and try and try but the damn odds will still be against you!!!! I’m so sad. I wish I had another life....I honestly mean that.

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