My heart is broken 💔

I sit here nursing my handsome baby boy and yet my heart is broken and I cry. I’m broken and crying because my good friend who has tried for years to get pregnant still has not had her little miracle. I’m broken because I watched her practically run out of our church nursery sobbing because she is wrecked emotionally at wanting something so badly. I cried when she texted me to tell me that she just wants to be a momma. I’m tearing up now just thinking about her pain.

I question why me? Why did I get pregnant so easily and she has struggled? Don’t get me wrong I love and adore my sweet boy. But I want her to be able to experience the same thing and there is nothing I can do for her but pray.