3rd baby

Hello ladies,

Does anyone here have a 3rd child and not regrets anything or not struggling in all aspects. I have decided to put a stop to ttc because I'm honestly scared. I'm emotional right now because I want a baby but what if I can't do it. What if my marriage falls apart or what if I fall apart??? Or my kids won't like the changes. I talked to my husband last night and told me to do what I think is best for me emotionally and he supports whatever decision I make. I have an appointment today for a gynecologist to either talk about birth control or get clomid. I'm lost and scared. So I don't know. My friends and my sister thinks I shouldn't have another baby and they have a good reason. I don't work and I am home alone. My kids are in school. They are 8 and 6 years old. I'm 32 years old and have been married for almost 10 years. So why am I scared??? What if it is too late to have another baby by then. Gosh.