Heartbroken

I was 3 days late with so much hope that I would finally get my positive but ended up getting AF... I have learned to try to cope with our male factor infertility (very little Sperm/ varicocele vein) husband has been on clomid for 2 months, testosterone levels definitely tripled, Tuesday is another SA to see if clomid is working, I’m so scared and nervous I’m crying right now because I’m scared we’ll get bad results again, on March he will have that varicocele vein fixed and I’m trying to stay optimist that it’ll work.

& I hate to sound like a bitch but my husbands little sister is pregnant by a guy she has been dating for such short time.. all his other brothers have kids 😞😞😞 I hate this for us. We’ve been together for 6 years and recently found out our problem. He’s 26 I’m 22.

Sorry for the long rant I just felt like I needed to post here and maybe someone can relate.