I keep having these flash backs of me when being at my god mothers house and my god dad being there some days and telling everyone to go up stairs or outside to play and I’m stuck in the house to practice my “speech” since I do have a speech problem. But during him helping me he would then take me into the kitchen or the back room and begin molesting me. It seems so real but since I was so young I don’t know if this has really happened or like I had dreams about it or something and it just makes me feel so crazy because why would anyone want to imagine something like that.