Sorry, not sorry, for being sick.

I just really need to vent. I took a different job about 6-7 months ago that was only supposed to be temporary. It’s part time and doesn’t pay good at all. About a month later, I found out I was pregnant so I decided to just stay there throughout my pregnancy and only work part time.

Well, my boss knows about the baby and she had a new assignment for me almost three months ago. It was supposed to only be 2-3 days a week. That lasted for about a week before becoming full time. I haven’t sad a word about it but I’m NOT happy and I feel like I’ve been really over pushing myself especially the last month, this hasn’t been the easiest pregnancy. It’s not that I have a problem with working, I went into labor at work with my last, but this one has just really sucked.

It’s in a medical office and there’s been a crazy virus going around since around Christmas. Low and behold I think I finally caught it. And I called out yesterday and today. My boss just made me feel like complete crap for being sick for two days. It took EVERYTHING to not start bawling before hanging up with her she was making me feel so bad. Ughhh I just hate this. I have my fiancé on one side saying “don’t push yourself further than you know you should, the baby is more important” and then her on the other making me feel like crap for being sick. I’m so tempted to just quit. That’s all really, I just needed to vent 😔