I always try to have a positive outlook on things but I’m just over it now, I’ve been TTC for almost a year with no success so me and my SO decide to get a puppy. We get our sweet baby puppy home, he kept getting sick and we had no clue why, I stayed home from work to take care of him and the vet kept saying it was worms and that the medicine will kick in but I knew there was more to it, I get home yesterday afternoon from work to find my puppy vomiting and is so week he can’t even hold his head up, we rush him to the emergency clinic and find out my 2 month old baby has parvo, he was only 2 pounds and also severely dehydrated since he wouldn’t eat and drink, so On the day my sweet puppy turned 2 months old, he also took his last breath in my arms. Maybe I’m just not meant to be a mommy to anything.